Face-to-Face with My Gains

In this raw, unfiltered monologue, I stand in front of my bedroom mirror- confronting every inch of my overgrown body. For so long, I've tried to hide it, tried to deny it and cover it. But now that I'm standing here, getting dressed to go out somewhere fancy, I can't run away from the truth. And the truth is, I can't believe what I've done to myself. Once, I was fit, proud and in control. Now, all I see is softness- each part of me is heavier, rounder and more visible than I ever imagined. As I struggle to fit into outfits that no longer flatter my figure, I'm made to reckon with the damage that my habits have done. And I'm reminded that every decision and indulgence has shaped me into this.

Softness spilling over, unrestrained and unavoidable..

In the mirror's unflinching gaze, I examine each part of my body, feature by feature, feeling the reality sinking in. I can't hide my shape. I can't stop the softness from spilling over. I can't conceal my big belly, my wobbly arms and dimpled thighs, and how my whole body jiggles at the slightest movement. There's no filter here, no denial. It's just me, facing the music and letting the regret and helplessness sink in.

Every indulgence, every decision, led me to this..

If you've ever wondered what it's like for me to face the changes, the consequences of what I've done, this is your chance to see. It's something I'm still wrestling with- this big body that I know I should have accepted and made peace with by now. Watch me bare it all, inside and out.

Reflections and Regrets

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